PTSD Lyrics

Am I gon live or die don't kno the answer but I feel it's comin

We livin just to die stay out the way I ain't gon rush it

It's some shit i gotta say but im gon hush ain't gon discuss it

And it's still free all the guys my nicca stuck up in eht bucket

I can't seem fall asleep catch my self talkin to the dead

I swea that shit dea broke me seen my nicca on eht bed

Ion een go to school but yeah I tend to be with led

I Got hit a couple times I thank the lord it want my head

Dicks put me in eht jam I ain't gon fold this how it go

Couldn't een leave my cell my blood was bussin out the door

I was 23 and one I couldn't een get on the phone

Lawyers talkin bout yu fucked find me a plea I'm goin home

Touch down ain't nun crackin back to peicing put this pack

Touch down ain't nun crackin I still had a couple racks

Tried to go baccy in eht school them niccas kicked me out the class

Ion kno what imma do it's either starve or I'm gon stack

Either scheming get to peicin ion kno I'm stayin low

Done learnt a couple lessons bitch don't Eva chase no hoe

Once all this shit hit the fan you gon be up in eht hole

Thank the lord that I'm so blessed right now I'm only chasing cho

This situation crazy couple niccas played me to the left

You gotta play the game go get it right or you get left

Niccas sayin that I'm fake because I'm focused on myself

This shit here bigger then the game play by the rules or you gon fail

When I was younger read the Bible ain't no Adam or no eve

Ain't bitin on no Apple trustin snakes gon leave you geeked

And I done ran eht by myself these niccas kno I ain't no leach

Yeah I'm halfway up the hill but damn this shit hea very steep

Am I gon live or die don't kno the answer but I feel it's comin

We livin just to die stay out the way I ain't gon rush it

It's some shit i gotta say but im gon hush ain't gon discuss it

And it's still free all the guys my nicca stuck up in eht bucket

I can't seem fall asleep catch my self talkin to the dead

I swea that shit dea broke me seen my nicca on eht bed

Ion een go to school but yeah I tend to be with led

I Got hit a couple times I thank the lord it want my head