ex Lyrics

I've had to practice how to say it in the mirror

Something I never thought I'd ever have to do

And I wasn't prepared for just how wrong it felt

To use that word when talking about you

I used it first while I was talking to a stranger

It's easier when they don't know your name

I stumbled over my own words and realized how much it hurts

To make it real in my head when it still seems fake

I don't wanna call you my ex

The only love I've ever had

Don't wanna know what comes next

Still holding on to our past

How do you go from talking 'bout forever to never looking back?

Don't wanna call you my ex

When you're so much more than that

All this newfound freedom, I don't want it (I, I don't want it)

I can't recall the girl I was before you were mine

What happens if I find her and find out that I don't like her?

I'm not ready to fall that far behind

I don't wanna call you my ex

The only love I've ever had

Don't wanna know what comes next

Still holding on to our past

How do you go from talking 'bout forever to never looking back?

Don't wanna call you my ex

When you're so much more than that

I'm just not ready to let you go

Because the smell of you is the smell of home

You used to call me every weekday night

I used to call you the love of my life

So I don't wanna call you my ex

I don't wanna know what comes next

I don't wanna call you my ex

The only love I've ever had

Don't wanna know what comes next

Still holding on to our past

How do you go from talking 'bout forever to never looking back?

Don't wanna call you my ex

When you're so much more than that

The only love I've ever had

Still holding on to our past

Now I don't wanna call you my ex

No-o, I don't wanna call you

No, I don't wanna call you my ex

No, no