I'm Trying (Voice Memo) Lyrics

I just finished this and this is my first time playing it through

So we'll see how it goes

I miss feeling happy

I miss motivation

I miss who I could be

If I wasn't weighted down by the chains

Wrapped around my brain

Chemical imbalance

Wild like a stallion I can't tame

I can't change

Constrained by self-inflicted pain

Involuntary

As if I would choose this

Barely getting through it

Fucking scary

Driving with my hands tied

Flirting with the hillside

Wish I could sleep or find a silver lining

What's it like to be so easily thriving?

Minutes are weeks

My hope's slowly dying

I know it's hard to see but truly I'm trying

I swear I'm trying

I wish I was simple

Not an overthinker

Wish I could rekindle myself like an ember

Losing battle or maybe it isn't and I'm just a cynic

Bruising fragile

Increasingly distant

Dopamine deficient

Wish I could sleep or find a silver lining

What's it like to be so easily thriving?

Minutes are weeks

My hope's slowly dying

I know it's hard to see but truly I'm trying

I swear I'm trying

I miss feeling happy

I miss motivation

I miss who I could be

I miss feeling happy

I miss motivation

I miss who I could be

Wish I could sleep or find a silver lining

What's it like to be so easily thriving?

Minutes are weeks

My hope's slowly dying

I know it's hard to see but truly I'm trying

I swear I'm trying

I swear I'm trying

I'm trying