January 19th Lyrics

My brother's gone and I ain't think that I could love again

I said I'm sober how the fuck I'm on them drugs again

I'm taking shots of henny just to feel yo buzz again

And I cannot forget we just was gone link up again

I miss my brother man and I don't need no other friends

I wish you'd come and stand with me above the motherland

This isn't what I am

But I don't know myself

This isn't what we planned

But still I know it well

I still miss you on the daily and it fucks with me

Cuz all I wanna do is cry but that's enough spilling

I sit and wonder why you died it's a tough feeling

You told me get up on your grind that's enough chilling

I was killing it but you was supposed to benefit

So how I'm supposed to integrate without your interference here

Shit

I'm a lyricist but tears isn't penning this

I got a wish on my list for yo resurrect

My brother's gone and I ain't think that I could love again

I said I'm sober how the fuck I'm on them drugs again

I'm taking shots of henny just to feel yo buzz again

And I cannot forget we just was gone link up again

I miss my brother man and I don't need no other friends

I wish you'd come and stand with me above the motherland

This isn't what I am

But I don't know myself

This isn't what we planned

But still I know it well

I know it's over though

The life you lived was supposed to glow

You float into my focus

Like a Lotus at a motor show

Yo kid I'm the goat and I'm gon own it

Cuz I told you so

Going for the bonus cuz I'm going in for both my bros

Marcus and Kevin

I always talk to the Heavens

If God imparting his blessings

Yall'd be walking again

In harmony

But this a part and piece

I wanna see a lot of change

I think it could start with me

And I ain't even cry today

Maybe I'm out of weeps

I been seeing brighter days

For maybe about a week

And I remember dollars they was basically out of reach

But ima make it happen til yo angels is proud of me

Ima go get famous til my names on the balcony

Then Ima float a plane and put your face on a falcon wing

We can elevate but we can't make a lock and key

To open Heaven's Gate so I wait for my clock to ring

Yo

My brother's gone and I ain't think that I could love again

I said I'm sober how the fuck I'm on them drugs again

I'm taking shots of henny just to feel yo buzz again

And I cannot forget we just was gone link up again

I miss my brother man and I don't need no other friends

I wish you'd come and stand with me above the motherland

This isn't what I am

But I don't know myself

This isn't what we planned

But still I know it well

Caught up in a fire

What was you supposed to do

You was supposed to also be the GOAT

Bro you know it's true

Now I got this hard lump in my throat

It don't wanna move

Now I'm taking far jumps on a slope

And it don't improve

I'm feeling stagnant

I just need a little bit of magic

I'm figuring if I can still imagine

Asking God for a image of your laughing

Just to remember how we did it and what happened

My brother's gone and I ain't think that I could love again

I said I'm sober how the fuck I'm on them drugs again

I'm taking shots of henny just to feel yo buzz again

And I cannot forget we just was gone link up again

I miss my brother man and I don't need no other friends

I wish you'd come and stand with me above the motherland

This isn't what I am

But I don't know myself

This isn't what we planned

But still I know it well

Ima do my best to walk the path

Help me start to laugh again cuz homie I been starving bad

Ever felt your happiness, you know I gave my heart to that

Heaven, Hell, or half of it, this hurt is what I mark it as

But God running plans

So I mark it heaven

And I don't understand

But let me walk with presence

I know one day

I'll go away

And talk and tell you

And you gon tell me

You already know, we walked together