cold compress/bleeding on the concrete Lyrics

It's raining today

I hope you think of me

At the end of the day

You'll have a price to pay

I don't want revenge

Just wish you had spoken to me not them

You dropped me like a ton of bricks

Bet i was so heavy

Weighing down on your chest

All of things that i would say

Cold Compress

Bet i was so heavy with all of my doubts

I was worried that you could live without me

Now when i'm sick i take care of myself

And i hold my own hand

And it's warmer than your hand ever was

Cause you were always so cold

Yeah it makes me sad that i won't warm up your hands anymore

But you've got someone new for that

And i'll write and i'll cry and i'll sit and i'll die for you

(Or the person i thought i knew)

And i'll write and i'll sit and i'll cry and i'll watch the cars, i'll watch the cars

Picture you at a gay bar

With your boyfriend and his split ends

I was never one for this city but now i hate her

I was never one to look pretty but now i'm older

You were never one to be vain but know you've moved on

I was always one to feel pain but now i feel numb

I feel numb

But the worst part is that you don't care

I know it doesn't matter anymore

But i wish that you knew how much it hurt

I wish you knew how it felt

When you walked away and didn't turn back

You left me bleeding on the concrete that day

Back when you first first said you loved me

But i didn't yet

You left me bleeding on the concrete baby

Where i begged you to love me

But you didn't anymore

Bleeding on the concrete baby

Bleeding on concrete lately

Bleeding in my bed

It seems so much bigger with the absence of you

Was i like concrete baby?

Just too heavy

Were you like concrete baby?

I thought you grounded me

There's so many things i could say

Like you're not mature, you're not grow up

And it wasn't a mature kind of love

But it felt like it was

I won't poke holes in what we were because of how we ended

I know it was love and it was pure

But you weren't strong enough to hold the weight of us

You weren't strong enough to look me in my eyes and tell me you'd met a guy

Instead you lied

And left me bleeding on the concrete baby

Ineed a cold compress daily

You left me bleeding like you don't know me

You promised you wouldn't do this

And like a fool i believed you

You said you loved me while you liked him

You said you loved me but you re a liar

And while you're keeping his bed warm i hope you get cold

The vanity is astounding, a cheater who is drowning

In all the people he trampled

There's no excuse as far as i'm concerned

He's just as to blame with his stupid name

I hope you float away on a River

Nothing will stop me from feeling sad

About the love we had

Nothing except time

So i'll wait