|||| Sick Lyrics

Volatile thoughts pounce, like pride

But my mind deny that I'm no good

Surrounded by superiors

So close, I feel inferior

But I'll push on through because

Denial's my bestest pal

Can't wash the blood from these hands

All I can do is try to make amends

Weapons I can't deploy

They'll only destroy me

And so far

I've been keeping my head above the water

Never learned to sink

Never leaned to swim

I found myself

Waiting for the inevitable to come

And now I'm stuck

The only people that've been there all along

The only reason I'd write this song

Twist your figures cus I'm a mess

Up and drinking before I'm dressed

Second to last, my face pressed to glass

And head down if my name were ever called

Shouting out tired phrases

Walking through rooms like mazes

And so far

I've been keeping my head above the water

Never learned to sink

Never leaned to swim

I found myself

Waiting for the inevitable to come

And now I'm stuck