Stages Of Grief (Outro) Lyrics

Dear Dad

It's Miguelito

Hope you can hear me

Cause I can hear you

I can't believe you're gone god you did me wrong

Some days I'm feeling numb but I know he wants me to be strong

The days be feeling long some days I don't belong

I don't know how to grieve so wrote it in a song

Still in shock don't know how to deal with your death

This shit is hard like taking up a math test

Or when you gotta pay the bills with no cash left

Felt like a movie when I saw your last breath

I guess it's time to bargain what could we have done

Could we have prevented it when the pain begun

Man, fuck the stress I just wanna run

Dad, I want you to know you are my number one

God, I would give you Diddy just to bring him back

No Diddy though that's how I react

He love the nicotine I'm bout to smoke a pack

Since he gone empathy is what I lack

Yeah, feeling so depressed can't get any rest

Man, I must confess this life, it don't impress

This the hardest thing I had to go address

Had to take my faith and take it through a test

Shit is easy take my life then I'll be closer to him

Jump in a pool in the dark and then forget how to swim

I try to commit but there's no fighting within

Such a loser even my KD can't even win

Leaving me behind to live this fucked up life

I try to run and hide but I do love my wife

I picked up eating as a habit cause I couldn't decide

To cope with all the grief or just to end with a knife

And to my son I'm sorry I'm feeling so powerless

Doing everything wrong that's what a coward does

Pass on the music hope that it goes and empowers us

To have a good life and end up in some powder dust

And as the time goes by it becomes a little easy

Thank you dad for all the lessons you could give me

I done come to terms with death I hope that you can hear me

Your urn is in the living room just to keep you near me

I'm passing all your teachings to my son, not the issue

I just gotta catch myself when I cry and pass the tissue

Your memory forever will live on can't dismiss you

Dad, I just want you to know that I just miss you

Hey Pops

It's Miguelito

Um today Isaiah Is driving me crazy

I don't know how you did it with five kids

But I just want you to know

That I miss you

I miss you so much

Bye Dad