Pain I Put on Myself Lyrics

Last night so broken, let the song cry

Even if I apologize, it will not make it right

Last night so broken, I was too high

Give a shit about the world, just be by my side

Look me in my eyes and you can tell me if I'm serious

I'm finding out the truth while half you niggas stay oblivious

Thought we stood together man I guess this what they really wish

Why the fuck I even try if I don't get no benefits

All this pain I put on myself

You been through rain, you told me yourself

Pray to my God I'm screamin out help

Pray to my God I'm screamin out help

To much on my plate, but I be stacking up these accolades

Tryna release this pressure, so I make it out the batting cage

Tell these niggas that I'm on they ass until I graduate

Bank be mad I'm racking charges like a fucking magistrate

Off that drink and now my head thumpin, got my body numbin

Have your click two-step, and now they all runnin

I don't gotta tell you nothin, half you niggas steady bluffin, ooh

I ain't even trippin that's just how the time goes

Look me in my eyes and you can tell me if I'm serious

I'm finding out the truth while half you niggas stay oblivious

Thought we stood together man I guess this what they really wish

Why the fuck I even try if I don't get no benefits

All this pain I put on myself

You been through rain, you told me yourself

Pray to my God I'm screamin out help

Pray to my God I'm screamin out help

Oooo, ooooo

All this pain I put on myself

Oooo, ooooo

Pray to my God I'm screamin out help