DESPISE ft. Djboy23x Lyrics

Lately I been diving deep into my past

Crazy how it don't take long for me to rap

Maybe I might fall in love she on my Snap

Give my thoughts to God and see the way I act

I think I had enough I need to chill for real

If things weren't bad enough I just stay still to heal

Bandages wrap me up I don't make plans with y'all

Used to make bands with y'all I used to stack it up

Now I'm cool with where I'm at I'm giving up the chase

Used to mix up all these drinks and that was such a waste

She wanna know the taste but I cannot relate

Said I love her but she just despise the things I hate

Now I'm cool with where I'm at I'm giving up the chase

Used to mix up all these drinks and that was such a waste

She wanna know the taste but I cannot relate

Said I love her but she just despise the things I hate

Just another season I might find another way

Woke up breathing so I'm thankful for another day

Before I'm sleeping I make time I'm making sure I pray

More like dreaming so I'm careful with the place I lay

Staying up with vibes saving up my dimes

Waking up and feeling great and I can't waste my time

I heard New York really just another state of mind

Word to Nas and I can't afford to play with mine

Now I'm cool with where I'm at I'm giving up the chase

Used to mix up all these drinks and that was such a waste

She wanna know the taste but I cannot relate

Said I love her but she just despise the things I hate

Now I'm cool with where I'm at I'm giving up the chase

Used to mix up all these drinks and that was such a waste

She wanna know the taste but I cannot relate

Said I love her but she just despise the things I hate