Sacred Dreaming Lyrics

I was so obsessed

I judged my worth on your intent

I used to wait for days

Be my best for you to turn up just in case

With this borderline,

I’d be hanging on to every time

That you would choose to bring me up

Before you paralysed my love

Till I’m weak, a malleable and torn down old creep- i question every word you speak.. oh how they terrorise my peace...

Oh but tell me, do they mean to burn so eloquently, do they mean to dig so hard so deep, to come and haunt me in my sleep

Don’t turn up.in my memory

Leave alone my sacred dreams

That turn nightmares, while i lie there, playing out your sorry scene

Remorseful eyes that fooled someone like me

With this critical mind

I can understand this fall behind

I can see how much I come undone

And how i long to turn and run

When i am paralysed

voices i once fought control these lines

Read am tethered to your hook

With all the confidence they took

Till I’m scared, a incompleted, second string and impaired

i trip up every dig you spared.. oh how you dug them everywhere

Oh but tell me, do they mean to burn so eloquently, do they mean to burn so hard so deep, to come and haunt me in my sleep

don’t turn up in my memory,

Don’t turn up in my sacred dreams

That turn nightmares, while i lie there, playing out your sorry scene

Remorseful eyes that fooled someone like me

used to feel guilty for the pain

used to enrol in all the shame

used to jump straight up to demand

used to ask how high for your hand

now I am free from your grasp

finally pushed you in the past

No longer pull me to my knees

Crying for dear life that I'm free

Now its rare I come across you

Just when I think that i have lost you

Turn up in dreams just to haunt me at night

there with those sad eyes so desperate

Making me ask every question

So i can no longer understand why

had no choice but to leave you

When you had made me turn see through

I was a shadow of what was once me

You put out my light with your darkness

Covered up anger with your Laugher

Till I was no longer able to see

You used to blame it on me

But now I’ve said it; you seem

To be disappearing

From all of my dreams