Fig Tree Lyrics

Another day gone underneath my fig tree

Grey as everyone's dreams

As thin as the leaves around me

As I'm left to see my fruit dropping dead on the ground by my feet

Almost nothing left to eat

Holding onto belief

Another life must be somewhere up in the leaves

The best path must be the one I can't see

If I'm left to be

I'll stay here just watching everything I could be

Die in front of me

And I don't want to see

No

No

Gold like versace

I love it when he slaps me

If I fall catch me

But they never catch me

That's me in the backseat looking nasty

Looking plastic when they pass me

You know I like you

Drive to the drive through

Drink with the ice cubes

Said you think that I'm cute

And then when it's time to

I'll leave you where I find you

It's hard to decline you when I'm too high to

And it's ok if you can't reply to me

I'm too weak

I'm too shy to speak

Say I'm fine but I cried for weeks

Say you like me

What's on your mind but me?

There's a big hole right inside of me

But i feel whole each time you write to me

I'm scared but scared feels right to me

Why do I want him when he's not right for me?

I try to live as if I want to live

I try to block it out it still comes pouring in

I'm changing

I'm changing

I'm changing

I'm changing

I try to live as if I want to live

I try to block it out it still comes pouring in

I'm changing

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I'm changing

I'm changing

Don't die now

You need to leave the house

Don't fall asleep now

The sun is almost out

So when is it my turn?

It's not safe to thrive

It's too late to hide

And I'm, I'm yet to see the worst

So tell me when is my turn

Oh

Tell me

Tell me you love me

Sometimes when I talk to my friends

I feel more alone and that doesn't sense

Sometimes I'd be lying if I said that I don't think I'd be better off dead

If I died would I make a headline?

If I died would anybody be surprised?

If I died would they love me online?

Who'd I be remembered by?

Who'd forget me in time?

Side eyes

Toss my hair to the side

I'm fine

Everybody's going to die

That's fine

I'm with you in another life

That's nice

We met before we died

Side eyes

Toss my hair to the side

I'm fine

Everybody's going to die

That's fine

I'm with you in another life

That's nice

We met before we

I try to live as if I want to live

I try to block it out it still comes pouring in

I'm changing

I'm changing

I'm changing

I'm changing

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I try to block it out it still comes pouring in

I'm changing

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