Inside Of Me (Radio Edit) Lyrics

Let me tell you what's inside of me

The things that are dividing me

Struggling in society

I was a teen in the 90's

With Riots all around me

And my parents trying to ground me

To say that I felt an outcast

Underestimates the notion

Like I'm drowning in the ocean

The things I'll tell you will surprise you

No surprise to you

That it surprised me too

I needed help

Asked for a hand

That didn't go as planned

Asked for help

Begged for support

It never went as thought

Watching adverts on the TV

Tempting me financially

Loans on my mantelpiece

I couldn't pay back and I knew it so

But I had got so low

I was planning to let go

A month's worth of prescription

Taken for my supper

I was sick of my addictions

But I woke up the next day anyway

Told myself I'd be ok

If I got some help today

I needed help

Asked for a hand

That didn't go as planned

Asked for help

Begged for support

It never went as thought

Hit the bottom filed bankruptcy

If it wasn't for my family

Don't know what would've become of me

It was their love that guided me

Kept me clean and on my feet

My mother was a rock for me

The way I deal with my poverty

Is with my creativity

And staying out of society

I know society's not meant for me

But envy leads to jealousy

So i just keep on being me