Memoir Lyrics

I know they know, I'm drowning but won't save me

I lost my smile, can you help me find it Is it on me, cause drugs won't help me

Yeah, you say you know about me, if you did you wouldn't meet me

But you will love life, if you could see me

Bad words and bad energy, be killing me slow

But I'm at peace, lie to myself, I try to be more positive

I'm God sent I say, but I'm so negative

To hide from lies and love, vitamins I think of taking some time for the pain

But still, that don't give you any permission to look at me wrong

I got feelings, I'm human am l wrong

Get it right, I'm a blessing well some say so

Some say you weird, you talk to yourself I tell them I'm better off with me

So I take it I'm weird it works for me

I was lonely at first, now it's all piece Yeah, I was focused on wrong things

People they do leave, my heart is so scarred Let me heal from all this

Hate from broke people, in all sense I was quite as a child, but now ain't no pressure

Got God with me, so take it easy, here are my questions

Tell me, how you sleep at night

How do you get rid of child screams when you close your eyes

Excuse me, does it hurt to see me doing fine

Or do you miss torturing your sisters child

Now that you know about me, would you meet me in person

I bet you would, cause you feel bad, don't you

Your lil comfort and few lectures, that stuff don't phase me

Roll me a blunt, maybe we'll grow friendly

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