Speechless (Lust) Lyrics

My heart aches with a pain I never knew

For a mistake that will always be my own

When I saw him, I just don't know what came over me

That night, in the heat of the moment

I don't know what came over me

And as I look at your face

I can see the pain deep in your eyes

And I don't know what to say

I don't know how to make it better

I can't even speak, even as you scream

I'm left speechless by my own desire

Speechless by the pain I've caused

I'm speechless, speechless, I'm speechless

I could blame the alcohol

I could blame the fight we had

I could blame everything else, and everyone else

Everyone but myself, but that's not where it lies

I thought of keeping it a secret

I thought of lying to you

But the guilt cut too deep

And now my heart may hurt

But I shattered yours to pieces

And as I look at your face

I can see the pain deep in your eyes

And I don't know what to say

I don't know how to make it better

I can't even speak, even as you scream

I'm left speechless by my own desire

Speechless by the pain I've caused

I'm speechless, speechless, I'm speechless

In the moments of that night

I thought of nothing but myself

When I was hidden under the sheets

Embraced in a moment of passion

A moment of infidelity, and immorality

I thought of nothing but myself

Of a desire so strong

And now I can't even look myself in the mirror

I can't even look at myself

And as I look at your face

I can see the pain deep in your eyes

And I don't know what to say

I don't know how to make it better

I can't even speak, even as you scream

I'm left speechless by my own desire

Speechless by the pain I've caused

I'm speechless, speechless, I'm speechless