Pressure Lyrics

I've got regret that's holding

Holding me back in this life

I hear every warning

But I cannot see past my eyes

Walking up to someone wrong doorstep

Knocking on the door and I'm a wreck

They let me in but with some caution

They ask what I'm doing I don't have a response and hand

I feel a hand keeping me stable

Sitting me down saying your not able

To function properly we'll get a doctor

Hey! I ain't high I'm just under pressure

Give me the strength to pull the lever

You know I was never clever severing my only treasure

Letter give me the letter

Telling me to respect her

Saying return to sender

I tried so hard WelI hey whatever

Pushing me against the wall I won't fold I won't fold

Giving it my all in all but I'll hold but I'll hold

One thing for my self Help suffer Help suffer

Through the pain of the death of the ones that I held close close close close

The story coming to a close

I don't want to finish it though

It hurts too much to go

But it hurts too much to stay

To say no way

Your way too late

Always the same excuse

You may excuse

Your under proofed

Angry mood

It ain't new it's just removed

Gimme proof and unexcused

Controlling soon your angry mood

Gimme the mind to think straight

Then I can obliterate

This pressure that is pressing me

This pressure blinding me to see

I didn't know you count to three

You thought it would give you relief

If I'd got closer than I'd be

There to see your reckoning

Released at me

Finally your only plea

They looked away and let you plead

And then you made your final scream

I've got this pressure that's holding

Holding me back from the fight I feel undeserving

Of feeling like it's dark

Among all these lights

You just sit and laugh and mock

Wait a minute the crowds will flock

Then you'll sit and stare and shock

Then you'll be the one to talk

Ha!

But it's not about me though

Though it's pretty helpful

I just put the pen to the page and then I watch the show so no

This ain't my place to go

And tell them who I know

Cause I'm not prideful

Wait did I just say that? Wow

Hold up your hand and shout

If you feel like you're alone and that there's no one around

Then we'll show who's in the battle

Who's awake we'll wake the fakes

And raise the stakes

So if you fail your fate will break you

If your male the hate will break you

Take you make you hate your fate And hail the rail

Sometimes I think I'm in a dream

Then I do things I'd never think of doing in the real world

Then I realize that I'm awake

Maybe subconsciously I knew that I should've been asleep

I need peace

I need a release

To be free from this pressure

In my head I'm folding

I don't know what's right

I feel myself moving

Towards something that I can hide behind