At the Edge of Belief Lyrics

I've walked this road a thousand miles

Still can't shake the taste of trial

Tried to fix what's broken, tried to heal

But all I do is push and steal

I've given every ounce I've got

I've burned my bridges, made my plot

Hoping that one day the pieces fall

But it feels like nothing's changed at all

Is this where I'm meant to be

A shadow of the hope I used to see

Is it all just slipping through my hands

Or am I still part of some bigger plan

I wanna believe that it could be different

But the stars are fading, I'm drifting in the distance

I wanna fight, but I'm losing my strength

I've given everything, yet nothing's changed

I'm standing here at the edge of belief

Afraid to let go, but terrified to keep

The days are long and the nights are cold

I gave my heart, but it's growing old

I reached for the future, but it slipped away

Now I'm left with questions I can't seem to say

Have I come too far to turn around

Or am I just lost, sinking into the ground

I thought I could change it, make it alright

But now it feels like I'm fading out of sight

How long can I carry this weight

How much longer can I wait

I thought the storm would finally pass

But all I see is endless glass

I wanna believe that it could be different

But the stars are fading, I'm drifting in the distance

I wanna fight, but I'm losing my strength

I've given everything, yet nothing's changed

I'm standing here at the edge of belief

Afraid to let go, but terrified to keep

I hear the whispers telling me to hold on

But my hands are tired and my will is gone

I've given it all and still I stand

Lost in the sand with nothing in my hand

What's left to hold if the future's gone

What's left to trust when the hope's withdrawn

Maybe I'll surrender, let the pieces fall

Let the silence take me after all

I wanna believe that it could be different

But the stars are fading, I'm drifting in the distance

I wanna fight, but I'm losing my strength

I've given everything, yet nothing's changed

I'm standing here at the edge of belief

Afraid to let go, but terrified to keep

And maybe one day I'll find my way

Or maybe the dark will take me away

I'm standing here at the edge of belief

Afraid to let go, afraid to breathe

Maybe it's time to leave

But maybe, Maybe it's not time to leave