When I Close My Eyes ft. TY Falcoa Lyrics

Please tell me that there's more than this

Cause I watched friends of mine lose their lives

It feels like I might be next

I've been to funerals I held in my head

So many times, I made my parents cry

Wonder if they'll have any tears left

Hope they know it's not their fault that I quit holding on

Tried to fight it for so long, but I'm tired

When I close my eyes, I can see the end

I'm so tired of fighting these demons

And I never wanna wake from this sleep again

Cause I can't find my peace in these pieces

And when I close my eyes, I can see my friends

The ones who left before I could reach them

And I'm so fucking cold, I can see my breath

I'm sorry I made peace with me leaving and

I'm sick of calling all of my friends

Are they tired of the sound of my voice

Cause I find that I have come to hate it

Would they keep the messages that I left

Just so they could hear"I love you" one last time

Or would it hurt too much to hear from me again

Hope they know it's not their fault that I quit holding on

Tried to fight it for so long, but I'm tired

When I close my eyes, I can see the end

I'm so tired of fighting these demons

And I never wanna wake from this sleep again

Cause I can't find my peace in these pieces

And when I close my eyes, I can see my friends

The ones who left before I could reach them

And I'm so fucking cold, I can see my breath

I'm sorry I made peace with me leaving and

I know that there is more than this

Cause in between all the despair and the depressed

I feel there's hope in messages you left

When I close my eyes, I can see the end

I'm so tired of fighting these demons

And I never wanna wake from this sleep again

Cause I can't find my peace in these pieces

And when I close my eyes, I can see my friends

The ones who left before I could reach them

And I'm so fucking cold, I can see my breath

I'm sorry I made peace with me leaving and