Die Happy (Content Warning: Suicide) Lyrics

Lately I feel like I'm struggling

With all these plates that I'm juggling

And my job makes me wanna Na Na Na

And my body makes me wanna La La La

These days I feel like an anxious mess

And I suppose it's anyone's guess

To how I'm ever gonna Ha Ha Ha

'Cause I think I'm gonna Fa Fa Fa

Fall apart in a public restroom

Wake up alone in a guestroom

In a cold dark psych ward, Hey Hey Hey

Where everybody is Way Way Way

Way over their heads in psychosis

Striking out with every diagnosis

Banging their heads against the Bay Bay Bay

There is nothing left to Say Say Say

Cut to the restaurant kitchen

Where I thought for sure I would give in

'Cause the knives were looking like Na Na Na

And my mind was going like La La La

Stopped myself right there in the threshold

Before my instincts took hold

Suicidal ideations like Ya Ya Ya

Giving up on aspirations like Ga Ga Ga

Gotta get outta here before I fucking die

Do whatever it takes to stay alive

Take me to the hospital Why Why Why

Admit me now like Bye Bye Bye

Do whatever it takes to get better

Don't have to keep it together

Let it out, let it out, baby Cry Cry Cry

But tonight, I am not gonna Die Die Die

How are you doing?

How's your appetite?

Have you been able to go to the bathroom?

How would you rate your depression and anxiety?

Have you been hearing any voices?

Have you had any thoughts of hurting yourself or others?

I promised myself that I would die happy

Surrounded by friends, crying from laughing

I promised myself I'd get through the weekend

Reach out for help, this can't be the end

I promised myself that I would die happy

Surrounded by friends, crying from laughing

I promised myself I'd get through the weekend

Reach out for help, this can't be the end

I promised myself that I would die happy

Surrounded by friends, crying from laughing

I promised myself I'd get through the weekend

Cry out for help, this can't be the end