I Hate Being In Love Lyrics

I'll never let this happen again

Months with you chock-full of kisses

Just to learn I was a replacement

For the one you truly love

I had kept you secure in all your storms

Kept you intact through your meltdowns

Stifled fears that preyed upon you

Not gonna lie, girl, it startled me

When you discarded me like an accessory, wow

I ain't your shoes or your jewelry

Girl, you ain't fooling me when you are talking about

How I'm still enough

Do you really have the guts

To say that to me when you gave up on me

Stripped me down and fucked me up?

There's nothing worse than being in love

Giving someone the tools to destroy your heart

And praying that they never put those tools to action

Man, I hate being in love

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Ever since I fell out of love with you, baby

I fell apart and then I fell in love with the things that I shouldn't do, baby

I'm addicted to porn now

Kindness is a chore now

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It's nice to be selfish and malicious, baby

I'm drinking and cursing more than I ever have

(La la la la la la la)

And contemplating suicide just like my dad

(La la la la la la la)

I may just be a dog in the corner licking wounds

But I'd rather sleep inside a tomb than sleep inside of you

There's nothing worse than being in love

Giving someone the tools to destroy your heart

And praying that they never put those tools to action

Man, I hate being in love

There's nothing worse than being in love

Giving someone the tools to destroy your heart

And praying that they never put those tools to action

Man, I hate being in love

(Get out of my head! Get out of my head!)

Did God put you in my life to destroy me?

Did you do this to all the boys before me?

Wish your picture perfect smile came with a warning

You shouldn't have sought me out, you should have ignored me

You stripped my heart's armor and sank in your teeth

And I leaned on you because I was weak

When you peered inside, you must have hated what you'd seen

I've never been enough, that's no surprise to me

I never should've replied to that message

I never should've given you the time of day

I should've known you'd take advantage of my weakness

Now I feel nauseous when I hear your name

(Woo!)

(Run!)

(Run! Run! Run!)

Run away, run away, run away, run away

Run away, run away, run away

I should've never replied to that message