High No More Lyrics

I don't wanna be high no more

I just smoke and drink cause

I don't wanna think about

All of the times I lost

I don't want to die

But it's hard to live and

I can't forgive my thoughts

I try to forgive myself

I just cant get me off my back

Seems like I just cannot relax

I don't wanna be high no more

I don't wanna be high no more

I been smokin' too much

Filling' my body with garbage

Drinking away all my regrets

I bet you won't

See me the same no more

When I'm depressed

Been on the edge of the deep end

And I cant depend on more reasons

For me to stay

The demons keep me at bay

Now I'm

Staring down the barrel of my ego

Addictions beckoning me to just let go

I've been good

Now I swear I'm going backward

Where's the safety

I forgot the password

Back on my shit again

I swear to God I tried but its

Hard having friends

Cause I can't pretend

Like I'm one of them

When I'm still making amends

(I don't wanna be high no more)

There's been times where I get high so that

I don't have to feel anything

(I don't wanna be high no more)

And then I find myself drinking

To feel something that I don't feel

It's a conundrum

(I don't wanna be high no more)

And at the end of the day there's no way around it really

It's just like

(I don't wanna be high no more, yeah)

I have to learn how to feel what I'm feeling

With nothing

So I been sober

Over a month

But shit its not over

I'm still amongst it

Gathering the pieces of my soul back

I'm singing out my feelings on a voice track

It's back to the acoustic

Swear to god I lose it

Every single day

I'm simply facing the music

Truth is

I can taste success and I lose it

Ooh shit

Slips away so fast, its confusing

Was feeling so clueless

All the drugs I was abusing

Used to think that I was lucid

Truth is

I was just high.

I don't wanna be high no more

I just smoke and drink cause

I don't wanna think about

All of the times I lost

I don't want to die

But it's hard to live and

I can't forgive my thoughts

I try to forgive myself

I just cant get me off my back

Seems like I just cannot relax

But I don't wanna be high no more

(I don't wanna be high no more)

I don't wanna be high no more

I don't wanna be high no more

I don't wanna be high no more