Counting Scars Lyrics

Your eyes glistened in delight

My life came spilling out as we both cried

Winter cold it fills my bones with pain

This is my last goodbye

I didn't ask to fall in love with you, I never do

You never comforted this loneliness I fought to feel

I long to release this dismay

Cleanse my body of this decay

Nurse this wound

Deepen these scars and ripen them for the cleansing

Salt this wound

Purge every memory that's left from what's me and you

Discover new ways we try to relate

But I fail to see value within your worth

This is all just a game, another fucking charade

That I've had to deal with

This is where we part because I'm sick of counting scars

In spite of you, the desperate loneliness that's haunting in my heart

Reconcile this emptiness and pick up from the start

When did this become a disaster?

This isn't happy ever after

I know you wonder what I've set in my orbit

There's a dimming light reminding me these memories will fade

Evil evil deeds

Teething on the edges of my

Evil evil deeds

Teething on the edges of my bones

Teething on the edges of my bones and skin

Discover new ways we try to relate

But I fail to see value within your worth

This is all just a game, another fucking charade

That I've had to deal with

This is my last goodbye

This is my last goodbye

This is where we part because I'm sick of counting scars

Here's to the thought of you

The desperate lies you put me through

I'm sick of counting scars

This is where we part

This is where we part

Where is my happy ever after?