I Need U Lyrics

I've been convincing myself

That you need my help

But I'm only dreaming

'Cause when I'm sleeping, your aura is all that I smell

This paranoia is hell

I know the feeling too well

The devil met me in my dreams and gave me your number to bell

I should just leave you alone

I'm spending hours on the phone

Making myself believe you're hurt

Then proving myself wrong

She don't need saving, maybe

Still driving my mind crazy

The reality is that I need her and she don't need me

Plus, she hates me

It's been over a year, that's so long ago

But forget that, it's not important now you're so

Fucking distant, I miss you more than you know

I need to let you go

I need to let you go

It's so weird, I don't know where you are

But I don't need to

Even though I need you

'Cause as long as you're happy then I'll move on from the past

Because I need to

Even though I need you

Oh it's killing me slowly, and it'll rip me apart

'Cause I won't see you

Even though I need to

But as long as you're happy then I will leave you at last

Because I need to

Even though I need you

I've been convincing myself

That you need my help

But I'm only dreaming

'Cause when I'm sleeping, your aura is all that I smell

This paranoia is hell

I know the feeling too well

The devil met me in my nightmares and gave me your number to bell

'The fuck am I doing here?

I've made zero progress since last year

Who knew just one person could cause all this chaos

Then vanish and disappear?

How dare you just leave all our memories

And set 'em alight and pretend they were never here

I gave you my heart on a platter, you ripped it wide open

And found that it wasn't clear

I'm having premonitions

Every night in my dreams

They show me perish at the hands of this disgusting disease

They're all different in ways

But one factor remains

The last view before I wake is always your face

It's so weird, I don't know where you are

But I don't need to

Even though I need you

'Cause as long as you're happy then I'll move on from the past

Because I need to

Even though I need you

Oh it's killing me slowly, and it'll rip me apart

'Cause I won't see you

Even though I need to

But as long as you're happy then I will leave you at last

Because I need to

Even though I need you