Tired Lyrics

As time raced away 

I learned and learned to face decay

Take the space and pave the way and face the wave

I stay the same

I earned and burned and gave and slain

I feel the worst when causing pain

It's not a curse just loss and gain

My heart might burst if i can find the key and free it from my cage

Free it from my cage

By definition I'm insane

My repetition fails to wane

No premonition can't complain

My surface tension not the same 

I've learned to keep up all the things that hold me down to motivate

It's all cause I'm tired

I gave it my best, it laughed and retired

I feel like a mess now

The it is my brain

The mess is my head

I feel it around

I just wanna rest 

I just wanna rest now

Solitarily living large and I

Find hilarity spitting bars this 

Can't sincerely be considered art

Track 911 just push to start

My goblet of the hottest

My poison and my plottin

I drop it with some matcha and watch as my bodies offered 

To the altar that I make inside my mind, it's not a mistake 

It's just my purpose and my fate it's just my urgent and delay

It's just my curtains and my drapes

It's just my promptness and my lates

It's just my noxious toxic attitude

When I wake 

Out my sleep 

Because the closest thing to salvation I can feel is DMT

And I'm not talking no narcotic

I'm talking REM for free

I'm talking "earth just want some heaven?" 

Well this is the closest thing

Well my bed's been serving several hours still can't get my fix

It's like I fall asleep for nothing

Wake up feeling out of it

I can't bring myself to stand up straight and wait and take the day and never slouch a bit

I'm so tired I bet people wonder why I never pout a bit

I lament

Tired

I'm tired

It's all cause I'm tired

I gave it my best, it laughed and retired

I feel like a mess now

The it is my brain

The mess is my head

I feel it around

I just wanna rest 

I just wanna rest now