Conflictions Lyrics

Ok I'm back from hiatus, my first time in the yo

I wasn't losing my drive, but my car was going to slow

Still slip in depression when I think about my moms

Trynna force this smile, taking everything that I got

Fall in love with one and then I'm losing all those feelings

Fall in love again, but the cycle keep repeating

These days I'm living for me and my kids

I put one above them, shit I never do it again

Learned from mistakes, I

Do what it takes, I

Know that I'm better but I'm moving with no breaks

Been building up this house that never was my home

And now that it's broken I'm feeling all alone

I deserve all that I need

I deserve everything that's meant for me

And I'm conflicted

Cause' my heart want

What my mind don't know what it need

I deserve

I deserve all that I need

I deserve everything that's meant for me

And I'm conflicted

Cause' my heart want

What my mind don't know what it need

Ok my heart say that I love you but my brain say that I'm rushing

And I know that I trust you but I really can't be trusting

These feelings

And if you leave me then you know just how I get to dealing

With all this heartbreak I take it out on other bitches

I want you but you are not around

So I'm a call somebody up that I know is gone be down

She know I'm yours, and you know it too

But when she come over we still do what it do

Making rash decisions that I'm itching to regret

I can fuck her good but never give that hoe my best

Know that I'm toxic, but that's what you like

So I don't ever hurt you, I continue to lie

Look

I deserve all that I need

I deserve everything that's meant for me

And I'm conflicted

Cause' my heart want

What my mind don't know what it need

I deserve

I deserve all that I need

I deserve everything that's meant for me

And I'm conflicted

Cause' my heart want

What my mind don't know what it need