You broke me so beautifully Lyrics

Maybe I'm better off high

Cus that way I don't feel what's going on inside

I can't talk about you to my therapist

Cus that way it keeps the trauma alive

How's it fair

How's it right

I wish somebody would've told me in life

You fall in love once

And then you're traumatised

Oh you

You broke me so beautifully

That only those close can see

The glue tryna hold every damage piece

You'd pry from me eventually

You were once the remedy

But protagonist in my tragedy

Oh you

You broke me so beautifully

How many times

Did I cry as your actions I tried to justify

Mental illness

Drug binges

Abusive relationship

No wonder I lost my fucking mind

How's it fair

How's it right

I wish somebody would've told me in life

You fall in love once

And then you're traumatised

So let me rest in pieces

When you're done hurting me

I should've known that

It was about she

And though your heart is beating

And your lungs are breathing you know

That you're dead to me

Let me rest in

You broke me so beautifully

That only those close can see

The glue tryna hold every damage piece

You'd pry from me eventually

You were once the remedy

But protagonist in my tragedy

Oh you

You broke me so beautifully