GENESIS Lyrics

Feels like I been asleep for 12 years even though it's only been four

Don't know if my laziness or fear put a lock on that door

Don't know if it's fake people who are starting to act sincere

Don't know if it's the same for the ones who are forced to stay near

Don't know if it's because I didn't have much faith in myself

Or because no one actually cared about my rap careers health

Well guess what now I'm gonna to tell you one little secret

I'm here to stay and all of you better believe it

I have to tell the truth and say I am a bit nervous

To show myself to the world and open up the curtains

Sharing my life experience through my music

Lyrics reflecting my soul I'll try not to lose it

Yes it's true I do often talk about my feelings

Fuck around with me and find out why it's a bit misleading

Because yes I am an emotional one

But come near me and you're gonna get burned by the sun

Nah fuck that I'm a pacifist

But aint gonna let you act as if

Me confessing my emotions like an activist

Means I can be popped like corn

Yes I'm emotionally torn

Life bit me like a shark attack

Need a foundation to get me back to black back intact

I know my deceased friend, would be proud of that

This ain't a choice it's something I have to do

No one believing in me need a new attitude

Not doing it for the money or a chain

Doing it for myself and to ease some pain

Any road I go down is filled with regrets

This one is better because it has less

Like how I'm striving to be the best

But don't get to know how it ends

But never mind let's get back on track

Lost my train of thought cuz I got a lack

Of sleep trying to make my dreams come true

Just sitting there imagining the view

Just like I'm young peter pan

Cuz when I'm up I'll never land

Just gotta remember to try do everything I can

This shit so marvellous ill end it with a scene

Take notes it's more than what it seem

When I come I'll bust out the seam

Emotions cut deep like a blade that is clean

By now you should know I'm not soft

Act like a fool and I'll cut you off

Or not better for it to be fake than nothing is there

If you disagree

You aint as lonely as me

Sitting alone when I eat

Walking home in defeat

Nobody fucking with me

I got doubts on the path that I'm on

Is it for me or you don't know is that wrong

All of this presssure I feel

I know you don't see it but fuck ill let you know that it's real

Got a set of people looking down on me

Looking at the path that was bound to be

It's kinda funny they feel like a family

I'm the only one who can do this so I should

And later I don't think about what I could

Have done can't walk away from helping someone

I'll talk about that another time for your amusement

Just wait for Icarus to see my career is a movement

Let you know I will probably never win

You heard me before I was conflicted within

My emotions and looking at the door

But right now I've never been more sure

Gotta get rid of all of those thoughts

I only deserve to be stabbed and scorched

I know what I have to do and I won't stop

Even to sacrifice the life I got

Never felt better you might think this feels wrong

This beat switch was needed all along

Now I can start to smoke like a bong

Forget about the way I shone

I said lyrics reflecting my soul cuz my heart is already gone

Anyone who knows knows I didn't deserve it

In the end I hope it was worth it

Who am I kidding that shit was a burden

More on another time that shit still hurting

It's just how I deal with the problems I solve

Had to get rid of that shit so I could evolve

Don't get me started on trust issues on me

Cuz all my doubts will eventually

Be right making me believe

That all the ones close will leave

They think they leaving me on my knees

But it's okay cuz I didn't really need them bitches them bitches really need me

Bitch I could go all day with the sound off

And you know what you can even turn the lights off

Body still working even when my minds not

You just don't got the drive that I've got

Yep I don't got no fear in me

Nothing to lose nothing dear to me

Before no one wanted to cheer for me

So when I'm up we are history

I know I'm gonna end up all alone

With no one calling my phone

Uncomfortable without a place to call home

Only talking through a microphone

But that's okay I get in my zone

Dont need them just me on my own

Imma eat what I can and I'm not leaving a bone