Ideation Tchaikovsky Lyrics

Feathers came out of my pillow

And turned into wings of a child

I tried to jump out of my window

But only in my mind

A rare glimpse of someone's affection

Eclipsed by the intense chronic pride

Of all the perceived better versions

Of myself in my mind

I slept all day

And wished I wouldn't wake up

I was up all night

But I didn't want to get up

Just to walk on the shards

Of my remaining sanity

How do you carry

A heart this heavy

Somewhere over the rainbow

That's where you will never find

The butterfly caught in the web of

The voices in my mind

I slept all day

And wished I wouldn't wake up

I was up all night

But I didn't want to get up

Just to walk on the shards

Of my remaining sanity

How do you empty

A heart this heavy

Feathers came out of my pillow

And turned into wings of a child

I tried to jump out of my window

But only in my mind