My Only Home Lyrics

Man it hurts me when I hear these kids playing

Music that I made in past life before I'm saved in

Just think about, the problems I created

Most importantly think about

The children that I'm raising

You was there for it, guilt and feel embarrassment

Son I promise that I'm sorry

Never got to cherish it

I was drunk the first 5 of ya life

I'd give anything

To take it back

Just let me rewind

I see you doin good

Honoral student

Put that sticker on my window

Reminder im influencing, you

Its probably different see the change in me

From yelling every day to be

The best dad that I could be

Maddox, I love you son

Im so proud of you

Dont ever let the devil

Decieve you

Think what daddy do

There be times

When you down and feelin out

Just know theres purpose

In this life so you never have to doubt

Peyton

Im sorry that I always shout at you

I dont wanna see you make the choices

I would used to do

I know you got a void

But he dont matter son

I will adopt you

Fatherhood is not for every one

Dont rebel from a life

Cause you're used to being

Moved from school to school

To bein stable but this life has meaning

And I been meaning to tell you

That I see you balling

Got a triple double

Wow, you're gifted must've found a calling

Know that god will protect you

In a life of sin

You're a teenager, I know its hard

To say you worship him

Just let em laugh and pray one they do the same

Maybe there parents was like me

And blindin by the shame

Cash

I havent got to meet you yet

But part of me is hurting

Cause I know we're starting fresh

And Maddox n Pey

Would see things that I regret

It keeps pushin forward

Knowin that we're truly blessed

You entered a world thats full of hate

But every step we walk with god

No matter of the place

I hear stories of these children

Raised in perfect homes

Start to rebel when they move out

Living on there own

But I know that you'll be smarter than that

I'll do my best to protect you

From a devilish act

But I know that you'll be smarter than that

I'll do my best to protect you

From a devilish act