fuck saying goodbye i want to live forever Lyrics

I just dropped a pill in the drink, I can't walk right

Nodded off too much, lost my breath, I can't talk right

I can't let go, wanna die, but I'm terrified

I love you so much but we can't get the time right

See you tonight

Come close when the mood's right

Sleep holding you, it's too nice

Scared to fuck it up, I wanna do it right

I can never do it right

Fuck my life up, but it feels nice

Orange OC 40, railed two lines

How you gon' relapse over two lines

I don't feel so good about goodbyes

Seconds I would live in for lifetimes

I don't wanna live by the guidelines

Spend my fucking life in the sidelines

Waste my time

Try to act fine

Shawty so fine

Always ride with a crime

Skye capture all our good times

Twenty milligrams, I'mma sleep, skip a whole day

Ketamine in my leg, got me flying, no way

I-I-I, I just showed her my whole stash, she like"no way"

I don't fuck with that sprayed shit, I smoke propane

Say it straight, I'm not trynna play your fucking mind games

I wake up, take my pills, try to have a good day

Routine episodes, don't waste your energy

Hate how much I love how I feel on amphetamines

It's okay, sometimes I feel okay

It's okay, shawty, you'll be okay

It's okay, we all gon' be okay

When I hold you close I feel okay

We gon' be okay

Promise me you'll stay

Something in the way

I can't see my face

I just run away

But this time I'll stay

Time with you, can't waste

I belong in places

Different every day

Wanna keep you safe, yeah

Please don't walk away

Need to see your face

I won't get in your way

All work and no play

I work just to stay

Keep my head in place

I just dropped a pill in the drink, I can't walk right

Nodded off too much, lost my breath, I can't talk right

I can't let go, wanna die, but I'm terrified

I love you so much but we can't get the time right

See you tonight

Come close when the mood's right

Sleep holding you, it's too nice

Scared to fuck it up, I wanna do it right

Twenty milligrams, I'mma sleep, skip a whole day

Ketamine in my leg, got me flying, no way

I just showed her my whole stash, she like"no way"

I don't fuck with that sprayed shit, I smoke propane

I'm going no way

I'm going no way

I'm going no way

I'm going no way