Apricity (Final Release) ft. Maya Brousseau Lyrics

What is a soul

Is it whats behind the lie of everything to show

If I let go, will it free my mind

Or will it follow me home

I wish I was different

I wish I could know the things you know

I never liked the ocean, but I can only see so far

With my broken telescope

Have you ever wondered why I look so tired

Why I don't seem to sleep at night

Why Toby's eyes look terrified

And why I stop going outside

A monster waits for me out there

He wears a hood to hide his hair

But when he lets go of his hold

I'll venture out without a care in the world

Should I let go, or should I stay inside

So I won't fall, where do I go

When I see two moons

Will it take me back home

I don't like my existence my existence,

it's always the same old life I've shown

I don't know how to fix it

I can only reach so far, I wonder, so I ask you

Have you ever wondered why I look so tired

Why I don't seem to be alright

When Toby tells me all these lies

That no one cares about my life

So tell me everything that you've heard

I want to see my reflection in the mirror clearer

Take me far away from all this

I can't walk the distance

Fill me all the stitches

Can you fix this?

(Behind the lie of everything to show)

(Don't know if I can fix this)

(Can someone help me fix this)