survivor's guilt v5 Lyrics

I declare it in Jesus name

It's gonna be okay

Sometimes I ask why though

Like why me

(With) transgression, come along shame

My consciousness it reigns

I don't wanna fall again

Thought I was strong, I'm weak again

Get humbled and learn your place

Now I'm feeling the same disgrace that I seen on them people's face

Sometimes I think that God allowed it just so I could still relate

Self righteous, not the brightest take heed 'fore you fall away

There's valleys and there's mountains wish I could always be okay

But if that's the case then how I'm gonna preach the truth from a truthful place?

Don't look in my eyes

Please don't look at me

Don't give me a pretty pedestal for the whole world to see

Constant examination they all praying for your decease

Everytime I hit my face covered in grace, He showers me

Everytime I don't deserve it somehow you send more increase

And I never earned this favor in my life from you Lord, why me?

Haunting survivor's guilt got me asking, Lord why me?

So many days my tears flowing it could water a whole tree

Maybe that's why I keep growing

Cause you love the poor and meek

But I'm still asking why me

Why me