I Used To Date... (She Gone) Lyrics

I used to Date a psychologist

Took notes on a brother like novelist

I tell her something so deep and so personal

She spit it back like it's common sense

Our love was so young and so wild

Kind of love only get as a child

I could plan out my world in her smile

She could make me fold like a file

Couldn't lie though she was my first

It's what kinda aided the hurt

I knew we was finished

Didn't wanna change it

But I still felt like that worst

I said I still loved her

She said we'll be friends

But she said she need time alone

But still she done get it

Now it's been a minute

She ain't coming back

She gone

I used to date someone infatuating

Had we waiting

On the phone straight evaluating

Barely seen her

Came to graduation

Watched me walk

Before we started dating

Our love was so lost and confused

Kind of love where you fought and been used

I was sure to give her some amusement

Do what I could to heal what she bruised

Now it's true, she wasn't my first

But that didn't take away the hurt

I knew that she was finished

Unable to change it

But I still felt like that worst

I said that I loved her

Treated us like friends

Radio silence her phone

I was too much for her

Too fast

She ain't coming back

She gone

I used to date my best friend

Black excellence in the making

It took me a minute

To fully get it

Eventually I got the hint

Our love was so grown up, ideal

Signing cards together, this real

Always knew how to make me smile

I swore this girl would make me kneel

Who cares if she wasn't my first

I've never felt this kind of hurt

Yeah we might have been finished

But that, we could change it

In the past it has worked

I begged her to stay

She this all is needed

Agreed and then moved us along

Now we don't speak

Oh she hates me

She ain't coming back

She gone

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