Overdosed Lyrics

I remember the look you had

When you were getting mad

When I said it is over

You cried harder than I thought

It was murder from the start

When I said I don't love you

My heart is looked up in a cage

It's running wild in rage

I can't feel anything no more

I'm gonna pack my things and run

I'm all alone

I see this time go by and eventhough I try

To be a better man I feel like overdosed

I swear I never meant to hurt you but it showed

That in the end my heart is closed

I am not sattisfied with myself

And I kinda wanna be someone else

And I hat crying out for help

It's the first time you will hear me yell

For somebody to get me out of this hell

I wish my soul was well

And my defeated heart that's fallen apart had all chance to excell

Now I'm sitting here sipping on my beer

Getting used to the fact that the atmosphere

Is ruled by fears and by tears that are slowly dripping from my beard

Through the years it appears that beside of being an engineer

My life turned out to be weird everywhere I go I see frontiers

In my heart in my mind in my soul someone stole

All control all my goals dug in holes down below

Every road that I go same old show no one knows

I can't cope no more

You came into my life and changed my lifestory

You saw the sides of it that were quite boring

Not only that but you stepped on territory

That was full of mistakes of the category

Of cheating a friend and leaving him then

When all I should do was holding his hand

And I noticed that out of nowhere you were getting closer

And I should've told ya

That it's got nothing to do anything with you

It's just that I ain't got no clue

How to deal with my truth

That sticks to my own heart like glue

I'm all alone

I see this time go by and eventhough I try

To be a better man I feel like overdosed

I swear I never meant to hurt you but it showed

That in the end my heart is closed

I'm all alone

I see this time go by and eventhough I try

To be a better man I feel like overdosed

I swear I never meant to hurt you but it showed

That in the end my heart is closed