ABOVE GROUND Lyrics

I'm trying to have some fun

It doesn't make no sense

Death is guaranteed

No need to be a bitch

Feel like pushing it to the limit, think I've got that itch

I've been used to crazy shit ever since I was a kid

Now I'm either paranoid or suffering from boredom

Your boy needs an ego death and I can do it for him

Tired of living all alone, I think my heart needs sewing

I'm independent all along but now it's unimportant

Souls stuck inside of bodies, hope I meet somebody

Getting super high so my eyes match the break lights

Got a lot inside of me that'll never see the daylight

I'm just not really feeling all of the shit that they like

It ain't right, there's too many people and most of them lonely

If you find a bigger meaning, please feel free to show me

Choose the lesser road, it's best to pick another route

Life is trial and error, and these people filled with doubt

Don't you choke, don't you bitch out

Life's a tight rope, keeping going, don't look down

In my head so much that I forget to look around

Fearing death too much, but I'm still standing on the ground

Don't you choke, don't you bitch out

Life's a tight rope, keeping going, don't look down

In my head so much that I forget to look around

Fearing death too much, but I'm still standing on the ground

I put on a show

Just to feel my soul

When the curtains closed

And I'm alone

I don't see purpose

I don't feel perfect

It's deeper than the surface

I'm living in service to you

Hope I seem perfect to you

Hope I'm not worthless to you

Hope it's gonna all make sense

Hope you let me in that fence

Grew up in churches

Never listened to the sermon

But I think that I learned something

You can hear it in my verses

I pray up to God

I hope you hear me when it's hard

I've been building up an arch

Try to keep away from sharks

Know the devil tempt me hard

Know the world is lost in dark

But I hope I make a spark

Hope it goes back to the start

Jesus Christ, live my life on my knees

When I fight, hope it's right

Please don't spite your own seed

Every night, all my life, I would fight to believe

No I don't, I've been feeling like I need it just to breathe