Tears Of Joy On A Random Wednesday (Freestyle) Lyrics

I was messed up for a few days

Before it's too late

Acclimatise to a new pace

Used to just adjust my boot lace

Now my mood's changed

Now I'm, now I'm walking with a different cadence

Now, I'm living with a certain patience

It's funny

How we

Plant seeds

When tomorrow isn't guaranteed

H. O. P. E

Now I'm, now I'm walking while I'm cheesing

Now I'm, heaving

After Jesus

Like"do I believe him?"

Guess the garden of my soul needs some weeding

And I'm guessing my partner and me, need to replace that second E with a D

And, I'm wondering why G.O.D blesses me

Because I'm far from deserving

And when the world curse me

I guess I'm doing something right

Cuz the light burns when it's only darkness fed into their eyes

Academia, got ya acting like some demons huh?

Overtly dismissive

We're all still kids, I'm just still mischief

Your arrogance and lack of compassion sometimes baffles me

But I'm here to bring hope, not another causality

I'm casually

Chasing my dreams

From the outside, in

But from the inside, out

This doubt

Takes an obscene amount

Of perseverance, just to peek around

It's edges

Truly defenceless

Need my Shepard

This sword my weapon

God's calling me to be the best I can be

I said, I said

God's calling me to be the best I can be

So I gotta keep grinding and chasing my dreams

Is it selfish ambition or are these visions given, to me?

All in due time, we gon' see

It's funny how they pull me down for lifting them up

They scared of change, love hate, hate love

So much love in my life

It affords me to be in touch

With my emotion

I've cried

From my eyes

So much

It could fill an ocean

But like my boy Dimitri, I got motion

And an oxymoronic knowing

That when people claim to know

They mostly don't

I used to heed wisdom from so many voices

Now I'm a lot more selective with my choices

Know them by their fruits not their tongue

Boi, my dreams have barely begun

Woke up to hate in my comment section

But I just prayed for the haters protection

And thanked God for the lesson

But a thought crept in, cuz

I've spent so much time on the grind, make me wonder

Is this really the path of my life? I ponder

So much time on the grind, make me wonder

Is this really the path of my life? I ponder

But, it's nutty how much G.O.D love me

But it's nutty how much G.O.D love me

Love me and you

Yeah, me and you

I know it can be hard to see

But I promise it's true

Tears of joy on a random Wednesday

And I'm so far from my dreams

Yet these tears just stream

Down my face

Tears of joy on a, on a random Wednesday