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  • Genre:Alternative
  • Year of Release:2025

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Getting better on my own

As long as I'm on the go

I always seem to grow

I guess mom and dad were busy

My sister was never home

My brother don't wanna know

Been staring towards my past of bad habits

I should change but I don't know


Forcing myself to believe

In the god up above

If I was doing it right

I'd stop taking these drugs

It's not a problem if I just

Kneel and pray

Forgive me for my mistakes

I guess I earned all this pain

I should've put down the bottle and just

Changed my ways

It's not a problem if I just

Go away


The pills have served their purpose

But I can't stop the urges

It's the feeling that I want

So I'll get high just because

And forfeit all their trust

As my Bible collects dust

Been staring towards my past

Of bad habits

I should change but I don't know


Trying my best to believe

In the god up above

If I was doing it right

I'd stop taking these drugs

It's not a problem if I just

Kneel and pray

Forgive me for my mistakes

I guess I earned all this pain

I should've put down the bottle and just

Changed my ways

It's not a problem if I just

Go away


Done with this anger my corrupted mind

If I pray

Tell me everything will be just fine

Can't you tell me what to do

Praying up to you


So Jesus healed all the sick

Turned the water to wine

He showed them he's there

Can I be next in like

Am I the problem if I ask God why

Will he answer this time

Was it predefined that I'd make

The wrong choice Everytime

I don't like it

How all the stars aligned

Is it a problem if I ask

To redo mine


I'll wipe the tears from my face

Tell my mom I'm okay

Reach my hand for the pills

Take these feelings away

It's not a problem

I'm lying in my grave

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