Life Story Lyrics

Growing up this life was ruff

I always had to prove my point

Niggas hate me bitches love me

I'm too stressed passed me the blunt

Never knew why life was hard

I'm asking god what have I done

I went from a happy kid

Now I be tryna get em gone

My heart broken I don't want no help

It's hard for me to cry

I be so confused im askin why

Sometimes I wanna die

Gotta think about my blessings

Niece and nephews why I try

Maybe if they wasn't here

Would I be here or in the sky

They don't love me like they say they do

Been lied to my whole life

Had to find a place to sleep

Cause times was hard Ian thinking right

Been depressed for 6 years straight

Nobody helped emotions died

Heart been broken for so long

Some acts done left me traumatized

I don't wanna be here no more

I like stickin to myself

Times was hard and life was lonely

I be scared thinkin bout death

Lost my auntie fucked me up

Cause what she do why ain't she here

Uncle bam ain't live his life

I miss em dearly take the wheel

Heart been stabbed so many times

Don't got no friends they all had left

Lot of bitches broke my heart

I put my feelings on a shelf

Ones I loved had done me wrong

Ian been myself since I was lil

Why can't I just win one time

Why is it always death despair

Lend a hand lend a hand

Aye lend a hand dawg

Aye lend a hand please help me twin

Know what im sayin dawg

Say lend a hand this man to man

Just lend a hand dawg

Know what I'm sayin no Ian playin

Just lend a dawg

Lost lil cuz she way too young

She ain't deserve to see the light

Why this world so fucking evil

Why can't we just get it right

No I never knew these secrets

I been lied to my whole life

Twin this ain't even my name

That shit was changed round 65

Know some niggas want dead

Why they praying on my life

Them boys act like they is safe

I make a call you go bye bye

They say sorry for what they done

But me I see it eye for eye

Can't play ManMan like he dumb

I'm smart as hell I cannot lie

Who gone lend a helping hand

I don't even speak no more

I'm just a quiet young man

Why they leave his body cold

I heard passed I knew that man

He was only 19

EA ain't safe but I love it twin

Yea yea

This shit hard as fuck

When it come to life I wanna win

Im slick givin up

I don't wanna go through that again

Hate this feeling bruh

Who gone help the kid come help me man

Music only way I find my peace

Come lend a helping hand

I be stuck as fuck

Startin think these dollas my best friend

Hate this feeling cause

Drank be speaking to me through the wind

Way I talk to death

You would think that's bae or like my kin

Music only way I find my peace

Come lend a helping hand

Lend a hand lend a hand lend a hand

Aye lend a hand dawg

Aye lend a hand please help me twin

Know what im sayin dawg

Say lend a hand this man to man

Just lend a hand dawg

Know what im sayin, no Ian playin

Just lend a dawg