AMBIVALENCE Lyrics

I loved you and you knew that

You drive away and I lose it

I hate you and you know that

I'll be worlds away

When you come back

So don't try me

I've cried over you

Way too many nights

The day that you left

Was the day that I got myself back

Questioning my sanity

And you never calling me back

What's there to miss about that

You never loved me

And you just saw everything as attacks

Should've never took you back

I really loved you

You never saw it that way

I gave and gave and gave

And all you did was take

When things were going good

I always had to pay

Isn't that what they say

I loved you and you knew that

You drive away and I lose it

I hate you and you know that

I'll be worlds away

When you come back

So don't try me

I've cried over you

Way too many nights

The day that you left

Was the day that I got myself back

A random Tuesday

You'd blow up out of nowhere

And I'd always take the blame

I thought I knew you

But you're just another guy

Who claims he had a hard life

And that excuses

All you do to

All the innocent girls in your life

You're a bad person

There's no other word

For a man who lives out of spite

I really loved you

You never saw it that way

Isn't that what they say

I didn't fuck up or ruin anything

You made me believe

I was the one to blame

I loved you and you knew that

You drive away and I lose it

I hate you and you know that

I'll be worlds away

When you come back

So don't try me

I've cried over you

Way too many nights

The day that you left

Was the day that I got myself back

I loved you so fucking bad

I hate you

I hope you know that