Certainty Lyrics

Tryna just go forward but I keep hurting me

Put it on myself and it's been burdening

Pain all on my chest like it get hard to breathe

Callousin' my heart cuz it's been hardening

I don't know why

Don't know why I keep on arguing

But I won't cry

Took a trip back to the armory

No I won't lie

Times I close my eyes and hardly sleep

But I do try

On the grind that iron sharpening

Say that it's my best but really know I could do better

I roll in bed and I been sleeping gotta get up

Feel like barely eating call it fasting but im fed up

And I been holding on to hope just by a thread

In those times of desperation get reminded what I've read

(can) Tell my heart been steady seeking for those letters that's in red

Can't rely on how I'm feeling cuz that's how you end up dead

Tryna just go forward but I keep hurting me

Put it on myself and it's been burdening

Pain all on my chest like it get hard to breathe

Callousin' my heart cuz it's been hardening

I don't know why

Don't know why I keep on arguing

But I won't cry

Took a trip back to the armory

No I won't lie

Times I close my eyes and hardly sleep

But I do try

On the grind that iron sharpening

On the grind where I get sharp

I been waiting on that day to come and listen for that harp

Getting tired of that acting dumb in need of a new heart

Tryna focus in on the kingdom cant play with kingdom hearts

Know its worth it cuz its hard

Only temporary harm

Been afraid to just go fall in love and play all of my cards

I been working on some trust issues was misused and been scarred

Getting tired of them I miss you's that started with a spark

Shoulda seen it from the start

Tryna just go forward but I keep hurting me

Put it on myself and it's been burdening

Pain all on my chest like it get hard to breathe

Callousin' my heart cuz it's been hardening

I don't know why

Don't know why I keep on arguing

But I won't cry

Took a trip back to the armory

No I won't lie

Times I close my eyes and hardly sleep

But I do try

On the grind that iron sharpening