the calm Lyrics

I've been trying to breathe underwater

I've been trying to hide because I'm scared

Confusing which is one from the other

Because it doesn't mean so much in the end

Staring at the moon, who let this pain in

My last breath, silence creeping in

Same feeling that I felt before it all began

If I drown, would you be my helping hand

Calm, that's what I had to maintain

Gasoline's the last thing you wanna put on a flame

A picture a thousand words, then how much is the frame

Parted ways and on that day it was never the same

Run away, ain't no shame because I know we all afraid

Pieces of my peace held together by the rage

Worse before it gets better

Seen it go both ways

Things change, I'm wondering if I'm still sane

So many years, I still need you here

Ink from my pen getting mixed with these tears

Have no fear, swear you not alone

If you feeling what I'm feeling, then it's time to come home

Please

I've been trying to breathe underwater

I've been trying to hide because I'm scared

Confusing which is one from the other

Because it doesn't mean so much in the end

Can't fathom what you're going through

But I try

First wipe those tears from your eyes

And meet me where the sun shines

We got everything you need here

Let your guard down, the other side of fear

Embrace storms, flowers need rain too

Showing you all the good things that I see in you

We only human, ain't no telling how this shit go

Struggling, holding on, letting go

I swear it gets better, I swear it gets better, it does

I swear it gets better, you being here is real love

From the bottom of my heart to the top of my lungs

More than enough, better days they gotta come

Carry the weather with you

And if you down bad I promise to be with you

Life is meant to be lived, you get one, not two

If you feeling what I'm feeling, then this one is for you

Please

I've been trying to breathe underwater

I've been trying to hide because I'm scared

Confusing which is one from the other

Because it doesn't mean so much in the end