demo 8 / heavier Lyrics

I treat these sessions like an hour of understanding

Less demanding

I pray my family closer than ever at the end

I panic I’m frantic maybe I pushed you off I got victim resent

Pushed you off like him and empathized with it

Maybe the plot was my fault and I made it hard to talk

I can’t play victim when both of our asses talk a lot

I treat these sessions like slowing down how we dropped the plot

I’m right here with it, we too similar chip off the block

I plead the fifth on how many times I was running off

Safety in these streets an illusion could never punk me, nah

I’m plucking feathers she love me or love me not

Professing through all of these cops, the money talk more than us it’s my fault

I’m stepping into these roles of being a man

The pros and cons of this pen

My momma rekindling

Your heart it lay in my hand

Whether or not you understand

Responsible, I’m trying to handle could hardly stand

(Will you walk away

From me

I just had to let you go

I just had to let you know

Will you walk away

From me

You know I can't even try

I don't know what's left in line)

I treat these sessions like a long time coming

Everything that I want got something to do with my cousin

I dream to feed the family off pieces of art I publish

Put this shit up in museums, making sure they don’t touch shit

Biggest parts of my life on a canvas that’s how I want it

Maybe I fuck up

Though I can’t afford its incoming

Maybe I spoke too much

Public image is funky

Maybe I told them too much about you that thought is company

Bad at apologizing embarrassed on how I function

Wish I wasn’t so negative

These thoughts coming in hot sounding repetitive

The only time I’m feeling the pen work it’s when it’s treacherous

God sending my downloads when I’m low tired like sedative I wish I had credit to give

Pockets running thin I run to this fast as I ever did

Maybe I gave a shit in the first place to make a melody

Complacent with my business and my feelings nothin' compelling me

(Will you walk away

From me

I just had to let you go

I just had to let you know

Will you walk away

From me

You know I can't even try

I don't know what's left in line)