Can't Distract Myself Lyrics

Don't ask how I've been, you know I'm not fine

If I cared about myself I wouldn't be on your mind

'Cause I'm not coping, I'm falling behind

I really need some help but I don't want it tonight

And it's killing me that you're absent

The empty space is so vapid

And I can't seem to move past this

'Cause you're still swimming in my head

Breaking in under my skin

Roaming around in my skull while I crumble

Grinding teeth and losing sleep

I really can't distract myself

All the slime, my stomach lining

Coating the floor of my bathroom, thinking of you

Can't erase what you replaced

And I really can't distract myself

I know it scares you when I hurt myself

I swear it's not your fault it's just my only way out

And I'll make it through but it's so hard right now

Said you're worried about me 'cause I don't think so loud

Breaking in under my skin

Roaming around in my skull while I crumble

Grinding teeth and losing sleep

I really can't distract myself

All the slime, my stomach lining

Coating the floor of my bathroom, thinking of you

Can't erase what you replaced

And I really can't distract myself