TO ED, LOVE KEE (HEALED) Lyrics

Yeah, you know I recorded this, man, the day after you got hit, you feel me

So now, here I am ready to drop it a year later

The feelings still the same, though

Rest in peace, wherever you may be

Look at you, all them fucking tubes for them to feed you

I ain't never think that it would come to this

Wonder if you hearin me, wonder if it's all in vain

What if your soul's tryin' to leave here, and we just got it stranded in between worlds

Dawg, I remember the day I even met you

I heard so many stories about the way you used to hustle

That don't matter now, shit right here ain't makin' sense

Angry at myself for every time I let my pride ignore your call

These tears fall for the inner child inside my body

I would pray for you, but I needed guidance in these projects

This shit was wicked

Niggas tried to block me off my mission like the game on easy

You can see the scuffs on top of these Pippens

Maybe you did us both a favor, being absent

Throughout the trials of my life, I came to understand you

Thought it was underhanded

Pressure on our mothers to survive

My brother asking me how we supposed to feel in case you die

Why

Man, throughout the trials of my life, I came to understand you

Just get your rest, Pop

Get your rest, Pop

Maybe, you did us both a favor, being absent

Throughout the trials of my life, I came to understand you

Just get your rest, Pop

Get your rest, Pop

I can't carry hatred in my heart

A lot of times we express the anger

Treatin family members like they strangers

Some deserve that

Unhealed traumas they never faced

Man, that shit can spill, ruin the soil

Before the dreams sprout, the road map littered, polluted

So many stains underneath my feet, walking this concrete

I learned on my own dawg

Black sheep, branded

The devil danced, see the silhouette

Taking these chances to advance

Man, I can't explain the way I feel now

We never took them opportunities to build how

Father and baby boy supposedly bring joy

Behind every closed door is feelings that get ignored

I'm saying, maybe you did us both a favor, being absent

Throughout the trials of my life, I came to understand you

Thought it was underhanded, pressure on our mothers to survive

My brother asking me, how we supposed to feel because you died, why

Man, throughout the trials of my life, I came to understand you

Just get your rest, Pop

You know what I'm saying, you earned that

Get your rest, Pop

I understand you more than you thought, ya feel me

Maybe you did us both a favor, being absent

Throughout the trials of my life, I came to understand you

Just get your rest, Pop

It's always love, always gonna be that

Get your rest, Pop

All that trauma I healed that for you