Gaps Of My Mind Lyrics

I pretended to laugh at that

Cause I don't want to make you think that I don't care too much to bear

A world without that's so much more fair

And I ain't an insomniac

The way that I act is a result of my fear feel like I ain't here second guessing my life whenever you get near

The future's scary I'm broke my friends are sad

But I'm here making songs in my room

Would have never thought we'd go from throwing carts

To tempting ourselves with doom

Why does it always end like this its like I'm stuck inside a loop

In a month or two I'll be somewhere I never would have assumed

Yesterday night I took the trash out came back home it's already all the way to the brim

Everyone I knows off the deep end now and they never remember to swim

The walls of my mind bear witness

The never-broken bridges

We went out too far tried to see the stars

Now we're back in our beds with stitches

Mind your step with the gaps of my mind

We never have visitors they never stay inside

But now you're checking in with those diamond eyes

Welcome to the place where you never died

There are things that I love

There are things I can't escape from

Things would be so nice if you really tried to pick one

It's always what's parked outside

That we never wanna fix or leave behind

I asked but it was I don't think so

Could you give it just a second more though

Cause I'm so blind to the undefined

That I can't remember how not to cross the line

Every single thing

Every grass covered spring

Tt all looks the same to my broken pieces

I prayed to a god that I'd walk beside you

Now I wish I was never lied to