Stuck In A Cycle Lyrics

I'm stuck in a cycle

Of dreams and reality

Tryna decide

Between meaning and vanity

So I light up to fight off

This feeling of gravity

And I try not to get lost

In the sea of insanity

My head is pounding

Got some problems

But I get around 'em

Yeah I get around but

many nights

I'm not very proud of

Every now and then

I wonder if I'm still alive

Not very grounded

But not quite yet in the skies

I'm in disguise

I'm hiding what I feel inside

Don't know when or why

But one day I finna die

And it's killing me

But for now I'm just killing time

It's ticking by girl

So lemme give you a kiss goodbye

I'm stuck in a cycle

Of dreams and reality

Tryna decide

Between meaning and vanity

So I light up to fight off

This feeling of gravity

And I try not to get lost

In the sea of insanity yeah

I'm stuck in a cycle

I'm stuck in a cycle

I'm stuck in a cycle

I'm stuck

Stuck in a cycle

And I've come to find

That all my friends are fucking liars

Cuz it's coming to what we wanna do and

We're none the wiser

Undecided, don't wanna die but I'd love to try it

To see what it's like

But I love this life too much to lie

And as I stumble by I wonder why

I got this high yeah

So many times, I lost my mind when I said goodbye

I forgot to cry, I left this life, and forgot to die

And I meant to write so many nights

But I guess that I thought time would be on my side

To erase my pain, change my ways

take care of the memories

Now my heart is shrinking

I starting thinking there is no remedy

And the hardest thing is to be here

But just for a minute

I'm back in town

But just for a visit

We're laughing now

Feels good to be in it

But I'm stuck in a cycle

Of dreams and reality

Tryna decide

Between meaning and vanity

So I light up to fight off

This feeling of gravity

And I try not to get lost

In the sea of insanity

And I'm not complaining

I'm having fun

Just a lot to take in

Cuz we haven't talked in fucking ages

Plus I forgot your brothers name but

We fall back in the same ways

Make the same jokes

Like shit ain't changed and we've both grown

Both taken our own lanes, but it's okay I won't stay

Better get going, let ya know when I get home safe

Then I'll say no more

Just roam where this road takes me

Dreaming on till the sound of my phone wakes me

And these wheels are driving me, driving me, so crazy

I'm stuck in a cycle of loving and leaving you

Trusting, deceiving you, longing to be with you

So I'm calling to see if you wanted to see this through

Fuck a college degree girl

All I need is me and you

I'm stuck in a cycle

Of dreams and reality

Tryna decide

Between meaning and vanity

So I light up to fight off

This feeling of gravity

And I try not to get lost

In the sea of insanity yeah

I'm stuck in a cycle

I'm stuck in a cycle

I'm stuck in a cycle

I'm stuck

Stuck in a cycle