truth is Lyrics

The truth is I don't even wanna heal my bruises

You had my heart inside your hands girl you knew this

Ion wanna hear no excuses, don't play clueless

The truth is the concept of love is elusive

Nowadays girl we're borderline abusive

If I don't play the game I can't lose it

So If I never gain there's no losing

Girl the truth is, still think bout you like each day

But ion think that I can stomach one more heartbreak

We've been stuck inside a loop you know I had walk away from you

I left you on read but I've got so much left to say to you

I'm done spilling my veins for you

Words; don't let them leave my lips

I'm not staying in your pocket I've got nothing left to give

You said you still see a future in us well that's no way to live

I keep my past outside the present because my presence is a gift

I had to separate, New bitch with banging waist

Pull up in XXL clothing look like featherweight

But really when up inside the gym I'm pushing hella weight

Blacked out coup I floor the gas girl tell me how the exhaust taste

I can never love again

Imma use the pain you caused and flip into bands

You hit my line late at night and asked me where we stand

Why you want me now but you didn't want me then

Girl the truth is, still think bout you like each day

But ion think that I can stomach one more heartbreak

We've been stuck inside a loop you know I had walk away from you

I left you on read but I've got so much left to say to you

I'm done spilling my veins for you

So let me spill it out

Girl you were my first love; It's hard to live without you

Yeah I fucked up but I paid my dues

And my hearts been cold since you fucked that dude

So let me spell it

I won't be your second option just to keep around

I threw in the towel

Now anything you hear about me know its word of mouth