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I still feel

Like I can't believe it was real

I still can't believe we untied it

I don't mean

To act all surprised that we're clean

I just can't believe that we tried it

I don't see your face when you start to cry

You just turn away and start choking

Yeah, I'm alright

I'm eighteen

And I can't believe you chose me

I changed all the pictures for all my screens

I felt an urgency

I took it personally

I woke up every night

Couldn't eat, couldn't sleep

Weeks in bed

I had a heart attack

You never don't text back

So you're still out with Matt

What time is it there anyway

The seatbelt sign comes on

We could take turns this year

Please can we talk about it

I still feel

Like I can't believe it was real

Like I had to lose it to find it

Yeah, the real deal

Gets increasingly surreal

Cuz I'm over it now

But sometimes in my head, I rewind it

Redefine it