miss me? Lyrics

Tell me if I died

Would you miss me

I don't care if you lie

Just be convincing

I really miss it now

What is peace

Did I ever know her

My therapist has said

I should stop

Talking to myself

But maybe this is worse

'Cause for a moment there I felt it

I was someone else without my stupid fucking problems

Something deep inside me keeps on anchoring me down and

I'm drowning, ah

But for a moment i was boundless

And sometimes I

Feel like just a little child

Clutching blankets to my chest

As the monsters come from underneath my bed

From the desk

from the right and the left

God I don't want to be dead yet

Tell me if I died

Would you miss me

I don't care if you lie

Just be convincing

I don't wanna hurt you anymore

So I'm doing what's right

I spent way too long alone

Don't have any other choice

Burn the old photos

Act like I can let go

If you need me I'll be in the ocean

and sinking to the floor below it