Ballin' but at What Cost Lyrics

Everything you did to me

Left me with scars

I just want to bleed

"Fuck it we ball"

I'm falling apart

Wondering who'll get the pieces

None of the people around me will ever truly understand how I'm feeling

'Cause even myself confuses myself I wish I could give you a reason

But

I don't even want to be here

I can't even look myself in the mirror

I can't even think your name if I hear it I deal with a constant ringing in my ear

The more I try to fuck with you the more I get sick

And when I try to cope I end up with cuts on my wrist

I had some women tryna fuck

I just wanted love

Girl you've been on my mind all night

It eats me up

I can't do enough drugs

Can't smoke enough indica

Can't pour enough in my cup

To stop thinking about us

So I'm riding

Mindless

Nothing here to smile at

Looking in your eyes knowing I can't get a smile back

It's fine

I'm fine

It's P H R E Y

Bitch you think that I'm alive

I've been withering and dying

Everything you did to me

Left me with scars

I just want to bleed

"Fuck it we ball"

I'm falling apart

Wondering who'll get the pieces

None of the people around me will ever truly understand how I'm feeling

'Cause even myself confuses myself I wish I could give you a reason

But

I don't even want to be here

I can't even look myself in the mirror

I can't even think your name if I hear it I deal with a constant ringing in my ear

The more I try to fuck with you the more I get sick

And when I try to cope I end up with cuts on my wrist