Derivative Society Girl Lyrics

Cherry eyes with a smile to comply

Oh, I've grown quite accustomed to being a liar

Honest, I only mean to try

With the future in the mirror so dire

I'll tread with fear, 'cause it's all I know

If the system breaks, it's probably my fault

Ridden with gaps in the sentence

Gaps in the meaning sure can't be hard to find

Tell me once, I'll fall down in your purgatory

Lucky, lucky, because you like me

Down again, once more, until it hurts me

Happy, happy

It's the price to pay

To fall until I break

Watch the parts as they collapse

Can we ever build it back?

It's all the same nonsense allegory

Lucky, lucky to be in this society

What's the truth, but a mix of all the lies

In this broken, cruel world that we live in?

Seems no rhythm or reason why

The crashing in the sky got me paralysed

Take a chance, come on, steal the show

'Cause this life is all you'll ever truly know

If it's a story, a merely fantasy

Then I'll perform and let it be

Everything hurts in me

Once I leapt deep down, and then you called me

Lucky, lucky, to star before thee

But I'm too tired to see just where it ends

So happy, happy

Tell me what to say

Between the poker face

Am I merely a charade

Part of your game, ridden with shame

In a rhapsody

Crashing down in gaps I couldn't see

Hard to gauge the sense in normalcy!

Happy face

Sad when all

Scrunch it in

How do I know to begin?

Did you laugh?

Don't you say

Pleasing you

Maybe I'll try again

Happy face here to stay

Sad when all the clouds are grey

Scrunch it in an angry way

I could do this everyday

Did you laugh when they spoke?

Don't you say you missed the joke!

Pleasing you truly is my pride

Aren't you satisfied?

Yesterday, I slipped and then you called me

Lucky, lucky, as if it's funny!

Derivative inside the algorithm

It's all too much!

Let the world collapse

I'll pick up all the scraps

And I'll slowly build it back

Keep the cycle still intact

It's hard to see a reason to be so

Happy, happy, inside a distant memory

Oh, woah

It's dark inside the grave I dug myself

But I'm so lucky, lucky

Lucky to be free